So, do I believe in God, or even . . . a god? This is no simple question to be sure, yet at times I feel as though the answer may in actuality be of a most simple nature. I have, however, yet to realize this seemingly basic truth. Perhaps, if a newly born babe could tell of its recent journey from the realm beyond, could then that evasive truth be ensnared? But alas, none shall find their answers if sought by such means. For they who could communicate with such souls would need not a medium to the very gods themselves. But mayhap the question of greater import is why we have a desire or need to believe in a deity; why do we put such faith in these so-called greater beings? Maybe there are gods, but why should we obey them? Out of fear, out of the hope of reward? I have no faith in such divine beliefs. The only sovereign god in my life is reason; one who possesses no form, whether it be physical or ethereal. It is rather the force that drives the very cosmos in its seemingly eternal cycle of acceleration and deceleration.
Any supposed god who possesses any emotion is indeed not a being to be devotedly faithful toward. For are not emotions a human flaw, of which gods are supposedly lacking? Are not anger, vengeance, compassion and pity all the results of these flawed emotions? Why would I, a thinking emotional human being, put unquestionable faith into these gods of emotion? Would not these emotions produce a bias toward all creatures and things? Is not a god supposed to possess all the wisdom and strengths of which we mortals are wanting, and be stricken of all the weaknesses and wickedness of which we mortals possess so profusely? Surely if a god possessed characteristics tantamount to humanity then it too would have a tendency to strive toward the annexation of power and achieve it, at times, in a quite lecherous manner. Would you have faith in such a god? . . . One who would gain your faith through an incommensurable power that commands your devotion and absolute obedience, which the lack of such devotion and obedience would ensure an existence of potential pain and suffering? Or even a threat to simply be no more, forever outside of the grace of God?
But fear not I say! For they who call themselves gods(!) would show pity and forgiveness for those who would humble themselves and ask it; for those who find themselves astray from the path of devotion and are wise enough to seek guidance. So, do not seek out gods with your face in the dirt in search of your salvation. Instead I would say to you . . . Live your life with open eyes and strive to approach your dilemmas, both minute and grand, with reasonable thought and an open mind. But be wary of those who would bring plague upon your joy, for their selfish ways are the results of the obedient devotion given toward man-made gods and the struggle to achieve the salvation they are lured by!